July 2, 2010
Well, I'm just gonna say that things went OK to me.
at least, I'm not yet being drowned to the ground
leaving me no air to breath in with..
Yet, to be honest
Its not going easy for me..
no matter what relations they are,
about studies, responsibilities, relationships
or perhaps
those yet coming stuff,
I've been trying hard for them..
Or maybe its not hard enough
Cuz they just get more worst,
Some of them are..
Anyway,
I knew that I wouldn't give up...
To you,
I may not be a perfect guy,
But all along,
I'm trying to improve,
Trying to be a better person.
Yet,
Sometimes, I just don't know whether im doing it right..
I knew i've made you worried
by having stupid thoughts crossing my mind
But Im just wondering
Will there be a day,
you'll open up to me,
just like i did?
Life aren't simple
Every time when you think you know something already
some other things will still keep popping out.
From everyone's faces,
every blogs
We all are having our own way
to cross this difficult line..
Some people choose to fight,
even though it's not their intention to do so;
Some people choose to hide,
ignoring the facts that doesn't seem nice;
Some people choose to live in their own world,
being satisfied with what they are having;
Some people choose to live in others world,
trying to exceed themselves..
and I choose to stay with you,
to support each other,
whenever I am needed,
whenever you are needed.
at least, I'm not yet being drowned to the ground
leaving me no air to breath in with..
Yet, to be honest
Its not going easy for me..
no matter what relations they are,
about studies, responsibilities, relationships
or perhaps
those yet coming stuff,
I've been trying hard for them..
Or maybe its not hard enough
Cuz they just get more worst,
Some of them are..
Anyway,
I knew that I wouldn't give up...
To you,
I may not be a perfect guy,
But all along,
I'm trying to improve,
Trying to be a better person.
Yet,
Sometimes, I just don't know whether im doing it right..
I knew i've made you worried
by having stupid thoughts crossing my mind
But Im just wondering
Will there be a day,
you'll open up to me,
just like i did?
Life aren't simple
Every time when you think you know something already
some other things will still keep popping out.
From everyone's faces,
every blogs
We all are having our own way
to cross this difficult line..
Some people choose to fight,
even though it's not their intention to do so;
Some people choose to hide,
ignoring the facts that doesn't seem nice;
Some people choose to live in their own world,
being satisfied with what they are having;
Some people choose to live in others world,
trying to exceed themselves..
and I choose to stay with you,
to support each other,
whenever I am needed,
whenever you are needed.
9:35 PM