April 25, 2012
很累....
11:52 AM
October 8, 2011
I never thought I'll open back my blog to post anything,
not when I have not touch it for almost a half year..
Yet,
there's something that I wish to write about,
something that I couldn't really understand,
something that I'm afraid of...
I always heard that everyone has their problem in life.
There are no such flawless life that actually exist.
However, people knows what their problem is,
they just do not know how to fix it.
Well, for my case,
it's slightly different.
I do not know both.
For quite some time I've been hold on to nothing but myself.
It's not that I'm alone.
Its just..
sometimes,
I just can't figure out what was it that I should be feeling right now.
I know I feel guilty most of the time.
Was I really wrong?
Wait..What was it that I was wrong for?
I barely understand myself anymore..
I wish someone would be there,
to care for what that could be happen to me anytime,
care to know how do I feel,
or
care to know what consequences will happen to me.
I do not really know what the problem is right now,
but I'm afraid that I'll let go "myself" that I'm holding on.
I was told that I have many friends beside me,
my family,
my love one,
but why..
just why am I feeling..
lonely..
Can anyone tell me..
just what are these tears meant for..?
not when I have not touch it for almost a half year..
Yet,
there's something that I wish to write about,
something that I couldn't really understand,
something that I'm afraid of...
I always heard that everyone has their problem in life.
There are no such flawless life that actually exist.
However, people knows what their problem is,
they just do not know how to fix it.
Well, for my case,
it's slightly different.
I do not know both.
For quite some time I've been hold on to nothing but myself.
It's not that I'm alone.
Its just..
sometimes,
I just can't figure out what was it that I should be feeling right now.
I know I feel guilty most of the time.
Was I really wrong?
Wait..What was it that I was wrong for?
I barely understand myself anymore..
I wish someone would be there,
to care for what that could be happen to me anytime,
care to know how do I feel,
or
care to know what consequences will happen to me.
I do not really know what the problem is right now,
but I'm afraid that I'll let go "myself" that I'm holding on.
I was told that I have many friends beside me,
my family,
my love one,
but why..
just why am I feeling..
lonely..
Can anyone tell me..
just what are these tears meant for..?
11:18 AM
❤~050711~❤
May 23, 2011
Few weeks have past since this day.
Having exam was the reason stopping me from posting this.
Not until today.
On second thought...
being lazy was the reason. Too.. Hah!
Anyway,
this day was a very special day to me.
and it is still now..
It is the day that witness our love from the very beginning,
proves how important we are to each other,
and reminds me that I made a promise to you
to love you always ❤❤
Yes! It is our 1st anniversary! :)
This Day,
it was supposed to be so much more grand.
Yet,couple of days before
from the phone..
"We don't have to use so much money.
as long as we are together,
it's enough for me"
something she said that touched me..:)
However,
We still end up going pavillion.
o.O
For our 1st anniversary,
all she wanted is to hang out with me...XD
Thus, the window shopping!
chik chak~
Free chocolates giving out in the lingerie shop?? XD
Noticed we always have chatime everytime we went pavillion..
but then really nice leh~ :p
and this is how you take a pic of your cellphone
by using your cellphone XD
(there's always mirror though)
❤❤
Then, we went to Wong Kok for dinner~
The sight-seeing was ok,
but the food.........ugh~
Aww, don't be shy~
now that's better.. :P
A pic of the foods that's gonna be eaten by..
and..a pic of the person who's gonna eat the foods~
both of us ordered cheese baked rice,
yet, her sauce is better compared to mine..
hers is mushroom sauce if i'm not wrong,
and mine is Italian sauce..
I ordered a glass of almond tea too..
which it tasted like.....rubber....
kinda spoiled my appetite...><
A little walk in Fahrenheit
and we took pictures of 2 famously well-known thing/people
Ipad 2!
Not really sure if its ok to take picture..
But the worker doesn't seem to be happy about it..hahaha
we quickly cabut after we took the pic..:P
F.I.R!
so happened to be that their promoting their World Tour Concert which is on end of July！
After listening/recording 2 songs by them,
and off we go heading straight back home~
While on the way fetching her back home,
I was kinda speeding...
and she asked me why speed
she said
"Don't you wanna have more time with me?"
Somehow, i was quite touched..again..
Of course I do..:)
I know
It's not as special as how other couples might do
Yet
it was somehow special to me,
for everywhere, every time when there's you
It is always special to me,
to have someone like you~ ❤
12:14 AM
The moment of the night?
April 18, 2011
Yeah yeah,
I know it's been awhile I've not update my blog..
You see...
I,
unintentionally employed a 'secretary' to do the blogging job.
Since then I've been quite lazy to update the same thing that she had in her own blog...
quite evil ain't i.. :目
TaDAaaa!....my "secretary" a.k.a The one~! hahaha
Yup, she's the one alright~♥♥
Anyway,
there aren't really any stories/journal to write now.
Even if there is,
it's probably in her blog eii..
Well,
suck to say it but..
If you are wondering why is this fella staying up at this kind of hour,
then..Yes! I'm having a bloody sleepless night..
I was having a hard time
answering questions pop-ing inside my mind
AND
questioning the answers i just had inside my mind.
Sucky ei?
Anyway
I'm pretty sure she is much dreaming of me,
rescuing her from the evil pig..( or the other way round ) :p
So,
I decided to find Facebook to consult..
Yet, Facebook has nothing much to say..
Then i went killing zombies
but they were too easy to be killed and i get bored.
Lastly,
here I am
writing....
and writing....
and...
...I still have no clue what to write...
hahaha
So.....
That is the moment of the night
Nitez all~
1:05 PM